| whafford ( @ 2009-04-28 12:14:00 |
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Blogging
It seems there is a virtual overload of blogging, facebooking, tweeting, and whatever else we call these things today. I see the importance of maintaining a network and even of disussing things with friends, but maybe I don't use these things correctly. Blogging, to me, feels different than talking to friends maybe because it's actually written down. Is that more of an admission of my thoughts, thus making me more culpable for my failures?
Here's my reasoning behind not blogging recently. Yes, I've been busy, but that's mostly a covering excuse. The real thing is that I'm trying something relatively new. Bored with some of the things I've been doing, I want to work more on my fiction writing. It's frivolous, yes, and why do something that is so unlikely to make me any money when I have a good job and even teach writing? It's not exactly creative writing, but we do discuss creative elements in our critical writing. And even if I were to start selling fiction, it would in all likelihood earn me far less than nonfiction writing and certainly less than my Ivy League teaching job.
Nonetheless, I want to write. And maybe I want some validation of the process that I've been doing in reltaive secrecy for 15 years or more. Only recently have I begun to take my fiction seriously, however, and I've begun to create short stories much more quickly and much more directed to a reader market. I have yet to see if any will sell, but I'm taking further steps toward earning that potential 5 cents a word (whereas non-fiction has earned me as much as 1 dollar a word) all because it catches my fancy, holds my interest, and makes me smile to write creative whimsy with an ultimate message.
So what does this have to do with me not blogging? Well, if I say 'I want to get stories published' and then months go by and I don't get any published, isn't that a blatant admission of what a big failure I am? Or is the point of blogging to reach understanding people who will say 'it's OK, keep trying'?